What should I do I love my boss out of mind

MY boss gives me the most incredible orgasms and has become like a drug to me. I have a boyfriend, though, who doesn’t deserve all this. He’s 29 and I’m 27. We are both estate agents but work in different branches.My boss came in to take over my branch. He is 38 and has a reputation as a womaniser, so my boyfriend wasn’t happy.We clicked and flirted outrageously from day one. We had a team night out and my boss and I were the last ones there. We had a drunken kiss and couldn’t keep our hands off each other.We stumbled outside and had sex. Then the sexy texts started.I didn’t give my boyfriend a thought. My boss had to give me my appraisal and the sexual chemistry was off the scale. Everyone had gone home and he pulled me into the back room. We had sex again and I had an orgasm like never before.

I was hooked. A work pal got married and as my boyfriend was working, I went with my boss. All the guests thought we were a couple. We sneaked off into a side room and had sex.
A girl at work got suspicious and I saw how she looked at us. My boss said he is falling for me and wants to leave his partner.

We had our annual awards dinner and my boss stayed at our house as it was close to the venue. My boyfriend was there.My boss kept touching me and caressing my bottom but my boyfriend didn’t say anything. I cried the next day.

My boyfriend is so lovely. He doesn’t deserve this. I don’t want to hurt him or for him to look a fool at work. The sex isn’t so great any more but we are great in every other way. It is him I want and only him.

I’ve told my boss it can’t go on but I’m not sure I can stick to it.

DEIDRE SAYS: Well done for trying to step back before lasting damage is done. It’s not your boss who is the drug, it’s the sex. When he said he wanted to be with you full-time, you got cold feet.

You’ve enjoyed the rush of doing something naughty but it’s your boyfriend you love.

Secrecy and novelty are aphrodisiacs but there is lots you can do to spice up your sex life with your boyfriend and help him give you amazing orgasms. My e-leaflet Women & Orgasm can help.

Tell your boss your relationship is purely professional now. If you get a chance to move to another branch or another company, grab it. Don’t risk turning your world upside-down for cheap thrills in the office.